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| The wind is blowing very strongly today. It's very comforting. Makes the day outside look very beautiful. It helps me not think about the problems that we're going through right now, especially my mother. It's hard on her.
The problem can only be describe as my mother deciding to marry too soon. She barely knew that man and now it's all complicated. Too many of those episodes, with a pathetic man who drinks away his problems and doesn't want to deal with it when he's sober.
I hope for the best though. I want my mother to be happy. She's been through a lot as it is and now this. Come next year I really hope for all this crap to end. He doesn't deserve my mother's love. He's just a pathetic old man who shows no respect. Simply put, he's an immature, arrogant bastard. Works like a fool and barely helps my mother with anything. He doesn't see her as an equal. He only loves to love himself and I've lost all respect for him
My mother deserves better.
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| Yep it's about time I started writing in this here blog. It's been ages. I've been through happiness and emotional pain, and looking back I can't help, but not regret a single thing.
Everything is as it is and I'm fine. Hmmm I just recently bought a Camera. Not a digital Camera, but a Manual one. A 35 MM Canon Manual Focus Camera. It's pretty good. I've taken a few pictures of my campus and once I develop the films, I don't know what I'll expect. This is my first time handling a Manual Camera. So hopefully the shots that I've taken would be presentable and I'll be able to post them on Xanga or where ever.
I enjoy playing pool. It's fun. It's about skills and judgment. About knowing where to cut and how to hit. It's about thinking, knowing your next available shot before shooting in the one laid in front of you. It's that feeling of knowing you're in control when you have mastered those skills.
On another note, Simon & Garfunkel never cease to bring me into a state of awe and comfort.
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| So a Crimson aura overcame me and i finally saw the beauty in the silence.
Green is nice. Trees are green and so are plants. Grass is green. You can see it waving happly on a warm summer afternoon, with the wind brushing through.
But can green be life? Or do we have to acknowledge blue and yellow. Water is blue. Different shades of blue. So what are they without yellow? Yellow is the sun and the light's warmth it provide. Or can we do just fine without?
Maybe life's just nothing but colors.
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| went to the movies with two of my greatest friends and it was fun.
Loved and hated the crowed little sidewalks filled with life and pulse. The lights and noise drowning out the darkness and beautys that they hold.
anyway i learned how to play "Mad World" the one done by Gray Jules. It was originally made by the band called "Tears for Fears". None the less I FREAKING LEARNED HOW TO PLAY :D..
now...to work on my voice hahaha
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